他，是从中二年尾认识的，
他，可说有很多的追求者，
我喜欢他已有两年了，
可是他对我一点感觉也没有，
他之前一直避开我，
因为有人一直说我们，
也可能因为他不想给我任何希望, 我很希望他会理会我， 至少一封简短的简讯， 现在我们已经毕业了， 见面的机会也很少， 当在云顶时， 他和我一起合唱＜祝我生日快乐，爱笑的眼睛＞
还有最美好的回忆就是他对我唱＜爱很简单＞ 而令我难过的事是他和某人在凌晨里通电话， 当时我非常伤心， 他应该已有自己喜欢的女生吧， 还有我亲自做了饼干给他，
现在我会勇敢地学会放弃， 就当作第二次失败！ "是我不够好，对不起！"
可是他却没吃过，
13th of august is my birthday…so hapi im…of coz la…hehe…my family celebrate my birthday in midnight…walauweh…hehe…we go 2 tsung heng restaurant near kuchai there 2 eat supper…actually quite memorable n hapi…coz long time din go out wiv family ma…when i eating…a cockroach approach mi…so terible la…mi scared until terkencing…hahaha…jkjk…
when 13th,i went out wiv my frens…yevone,zeryun,kahmun n wailing…we went 2 carre4 2 cheongk…damn fun…hehe…n they bought a cake(strawberry flavour fruit cake)so delicious…hehe…
on monday…they gave mi present…1 is from chun kit…he gave mi a candle…hahaha…he oso forgot 2 tear the price out…so i noe the cost…hahahha…so kelakar…while my frens(yevone,justin,chunkit,kahmun,anchergn,xinru,waiyong,yeikhuei,wailing,xiuheng,chongyew,kawah,wailoon,sukekien,yoong yee n suet li…they gave mi a cute book n a cake…reli 1 2 thx them veli much…n i also 1 2 thx 2 sum frens tat gav mi testi when i birthday…reli 1 2 thx my fren,karseng,he made a nice card 4 mi(through email la)hehe…reli thx!i LOVE u all!!~~
my sis tat from perth…she book a flower n a bear for mi…the flower so nice…im so surprised when the flower delivered 2 my house…i cried…dunnoe y…so touch la…hehe…while my another sis gav mi jacket…my brother gave mi an ipod…i wil chelish it 1…while my mother bought 2 things 4 mi…a bag n a pair of shoes from mickey…reli thx…thx 4 my family!
last but not least…hahahha….i 1 2 thx my family,my frens,relatives n a special person…i love u!
hueyyuan..plz..dun keep on sms him anymore..he not belong 2 u..dun b so stupid..spastic..now..i feel tat i veli cheap…dunnoe y…a 50%discount book…dun hav any value..down..down..
finally i noe tat i 一厢情愿…so stupid im…i wait almost 1 and the half year..but at last…he love another gal…tis thing cant predict…coz im not the closest person 2 him..can say tat tis time im veli brave..i send a msg " 等待很难熬，而我选择了放弃，这是我唯一的选择"..finally i express out wat my feeling…i remember at tat time im stil crying..dunnoe y..so stupid..y should i cry…i cant control..but at least he answer wat i ask…is gud…but i feel tat i more sad..i rather dun 1 2 noe all tis thing…continue stupiding..mayb wil managed…but useless..in the world got so many kind of pau…dun sad…mayb can find another pau…kaya pau..hahaha..=.=..hope they wil together..sad…hurt…
start from form 3…i knew a guy..in chinese class..from tat time..i addicted 2 him..actually i dun 1 2 take bc 1…mayb coz of him..so stupid im..then i try 2 find him in frenster…i found..so happy im..then i add him…soon…i get his hp number..but we seldom sms la..coz he din know mi well ma..i remember tat when 25-12-2005…chrismas day..he cal mi..n wish mi merry chrismas..im so surprised..but sad tat he wil not go 4 tuition anymore…but in march..when im in chemistry tuition class..i saw him..veli happy..got hope liao..hehe..from tis time…we always sms..n the new nickname formed…he is pig…im g..from tis our relationship tighten..n remember he send mi a msg wiv a icon ‘in love’..i tink tat mayb he is giving sum hope..but 14-7-2007,i saw his frenster..saw sum lovely testi..tat time i reli heart break…so i ask him..he say nt so fast gua..c how 1st…from tis i knew tat he fall in love wiv her liao..tat time im bad in mood..so i din answer his calling..pain?sure pain…stil waiting?mayb no..feel tat im veli cheap..kira tis like experiences..wil try 2 find another?mayb no..i 1 da guy 2 find mi..i dun hav any 条件 2 kao o choose ppl…an ordinary gal..hope in future can find a better guy..
im sad…my sis goin 2 australia today…2 years…juz left mi alone in house…no 1 can accompany mi…the feeling is sux…like dun hav family anymore…im so lonely…a happiness family has broken…a broken family…1 in miri 1 in semenyih 1 in australia…juz left mi in seri petaling…i reli miz the feeling when my whole family go 2 korea…dunnoe stil got tis chance o not…hope in 1 day…my whole family wil come home…
